Before getting in their first relationship Tessa Luicart had plenty of time to dream up the wildest and kinkiest scenarios in their fantasies. But, of course, they had to start at the basics with their first partner. As a complete newbie too, how could they bring the kink of their fantasies into their (lovely!) vanilla relationship? Spoilers; communication, care, and trial-n-error…
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↓ Comic Transcript
Exploring Kink by Tessa Luicart, published 9/30/2025 on ohjoysextoy.com
Tessa Luicart illustrates in a bold, cartoony style with a color palette primarily in sage greens, browns, and pale yellow. During intimate or intense moments, passionate reddy-pinks and blacks are added to the palette.
Page 1
A past Tessa lays on her side, tucked into bed. With big chunky headphones on, they are furtively glued to the phone in their hand, which illuminates their face in the dark. They are a white, nonbinary person with fluffy brown hair who normally wears big round glasses when they're not secretly watching videos in bed.
Narration: I was watching porn before I was in any serious relationships.
Modern Day Tessa appears, explaining with some good natured embarrassment, "It led to a pretty... skewed picture of my future sex life."
Narration: I had all these fantasies of what my first time would be like, wild and kinky.
Beneath the narration, Tessa closes their eyes and dreamily envisions scenes of hot queers going to town on each other with ropes and bondage and handcuffs and ball gags and all kinds of unrestrained joy.
Waking from their revery, Tessa waves away their fantasy, explaining, "And obviously, no, it was not like that." Their daydream disappears in a fluffy POOF. "(Not that my first time was bad, let's be clear.)" They quickly follow up.
Page 2
We flash back in time again to Tessa in bed with a companion- Tori. She is a white woman who uses she/they pronouns and has straighter blonde hair. The two of them are fumbling awkwardly with each other, their heads crowned with question marks.
Narration: It was just the first time, we had to figure out some "logistics."
One the floor, pink and teal clothing and undergarments (and a few condom packages) wreath the narration, which reads, "It took a few rounds to settle into a place where both of us knew each other inside and out (literally)!"
Comfortably nestled in bed, Tori dozes while Tessa snuggles against her with their arm draped over her chest, but Tessa looks concerned over their shoulder at the images of their previous BDSM fantasies. It shows Tessa and Tori trying out dirty talk, bondage, and strap-ons.
Narration: Once we did, I started thinking back to those early fantasies I had.
In the morning, Tori stands brushes her hair, but noticing that something is up with Tessa, who looks shy and nervous while still in bed, refusing to make eye contact.
Narration: It was scary to bring this up to my girlfriend, especially when she was pretty vanilla.
Tessa exhales heavily, their anxiety weighing down on them. They have a determined look on their face.
Narration: I definitely didn't want to spring this on her in the heat of the moment while we were having sex.
Page 3
Nervously, from the bed, Tessa asks, "I was wondering if we could try something... kinky tonight?"
From across the bedroom, Tori looks surprised.
"If not, that's totally cool! No pressure- and I'll drop it right now if you're not interested-!" Tessa hurriedly follows up, waving their hands in a flustered fashion.
"We could try that, hehe." Tori giggles as she makes her way have to the bed and pulls back the blanket that covers Tessa's lap. Tessa was not expecting this!
Putting her hands on Tessa's forearms, she adds optimistically, "I can't promise I'll be good, but-"
"Baby, you'll be great!" Tessa finishes for her, matching her smile.
Narration: I told her exactly what I was looking for, and it helped make sure we were both having fun.
Deftly, Tori sets Tessa's glasses on the nightstand as they passionately make out.
Narration: If anything was too much, we just stopped and tried something else.
Page 4
Flirtily, Tori pins Tessa down as her word balloons turn black and fill with hot pink squiggly lines.
Narration: We started slow, throwing in some degrading talk here and there. Once we got comfortable there, we'd up the ante.
A close-up shows someone's fists bound together by Shibari rope work around the wrists.
Narration: Eventually we got ropes, and dabbled in bondage, something both of us really enjoyed.
In another scene, Tessa stands at the side of the bed, nude except for their underwear and strap-on. Tori and Tessa crack up as the dildo springs up and down with a "BOINGGG".
Narration: We'd find places to laugh even when things to wild, especially as we got kinkier and kinkier.
An assortment of sex toys and accoutrements rest on display, including a strap-on harness with realistic penis dildo, neatly bundled bondage rope, various containers of liquids, a clitoral suction toy, and miscellaneous odds and ends.
Narration: Our toy collection grew along with our kinks.
Page 5
Narration: We always check in with each other before trying anything, -
In bed, Tori and Tessa embrace, looking into each other's eyes, as Tessa asks "?" and Tori replies with a "✔"
Narration: During what we're doing at the time, -
Afterwards, Tessa lays flat on their back, covered in sweat, looking exhausted and blissed out. A more composed Tori asks "?" and this time Tessa replies "✔"
Narration: And after to make sure we'd both had fun.
Narration: My partner has found some things she really enjoys that she wasn't expecting to, -
Now standing, Tori looks excitedly at a length of rope in her hands, while Tessa admires the big realistic penis dildo on display in the strap-on that they're proudly wearing.
Narration: - and so have I!
The two lovers stand by their box of sex toys, which are partially unpacked across the floor. Tori still holds their rope in one hand, while the other is thrown around the shoulders of Tessa, who leans into her. Tessa partially hops up on one foot, throwing their free hand in the air and giving Tori a huge smile of celebration.
Narration: It turned into a series of trial and error with tons and tons of communication. And it's been working wonderfully! We're both happy, safe, and having tons of fun. What more could you ask for?
Transcribed by Erika Moen 9/15/2025 for ohjoysextoy.com
Tessa Luicart illustrates in a bold, cartoony style with a color palette primarily in sage greens, browns, and pale yellow. During intimate or intense moments, passionate reddy-pinks and blacks are added to the palette.
Page 1
A past Tessa lays on her side, tucked into bed. With big chunky headphones on, they are furtively glued to the phone in their hand, which illuminates their face in the dark. They are a white, nonbinary person with fluffy brown hair who normally wears big round glasses when they're not secretly watching videos in bed.
Narration: I was watching porn before I was in any serious relationships.
Modern Day Tessa appears, explaining with some good natured embarrassment, "It led to a pretty... skewed picture of my future sex life."
Narration: I had all these fantasies of what my first time would be like, wild and kinky.
Beneath the narration, Tessa closes their eyes and dreamily envisions scenes of hot queers going to town on each other with ropes and bondage and handcuffs and ball gags and all kinds of unrestrained joy.
Waking from their revery, Tessa waves away their fantasy, explaining, "And obviously, no, it was not like that." Their daydream disappears in a fluffy POOF. "(Not that my first time was bad, let's be clear.)" They quickly follow up.
Page 2
We flash back in time again to Tessa in bed with a companion- Tori. She is a white woman who uses she/they pronouns and has straighter blonde hair. The two of them are fumbling awkwardly with each other, their heads crowned with question marks.
Narration: It was just the first time, we had to figure out some "logistics."
One the floor, pink and teal clothing and undergarments (and a few condom packages) wreath the narration, which reads, "It took a few rounds to settle into a place where both of us knew each other inside and out (literally)!"
Comfortably nestled in bed, Tori dozes while Tessa snuggles against her with their arm draped over her chest, but Tessa looks concerned over their shoulder at the images of their previous BDSM fantasies. It shows Tessa and Tori trying out dirty talk, bondage, and strap-ons.
Narration: Once we did, I started thinking back to those early fantasies I had.
In the morning, Tori stands brushes her hair, but noticing that something is up with Tessa, who looks shy and nervous while still in bed, refusing to make eye contact.
Narration: It was scary to bring this up to my girlfriend, especially when she was pretty vanilla.
Tessa exhales heavily, their anxiety weighing down on them. They have a determined look on their face.
Narration: I definitely didn't want to spring this on her in the heat of the moment while we were having sex.
Page 3
Nervously, from the bed, Tessa asks, "I was wondering if we could try something... kinky tonight?"
From across the bedroom, Tori looks surprised.
"If not, that's totally cool! No pressure- and I'll drop it right now if you're not interested-!" Tessa hurriedly follows up, waving their hands in a flustered fashion.
"We could try that, hehe." Tori giggles as she makes her way have to the bed and pulls back the blanket that covers Tessa's lap. Tessa was not expecting this!
Putting her hands on Tessa's forearms, she adds optimistically, "I can't promise I'll be good, but-"
"Baby, you'll be great!" Tessa finishes for her, matching her smile.
Narration: I told her exactly what I was looking for, and it helped make sure we were both having fun.
Deftly, Tori sets Tessa's glasses on the nightstand as they passionately make out.
Narration: If anything was too much, we just stopped and tried something else.
Page 4
Flirtily, Tori pins Tessa down as her word balloons turn black and fill with hot pink squiggly lines.
Narration: We started slow, throwing in some degrading talk here and there. Once we got comfortable there, we'd up the ante.
A close-up shows someone's fists bound together by Shibari rope work around the wrists.
Narration: Eventually we got ropes, and dabbled in bondage, something both of us really enjoyed.
In another scene, Tessa stands at the side of the bed, nude except for their underwear and strap-on. Tori and Tessa crack up as the dildo springs up and down with a "BOINGGG".
Narration: We'd find places to laugh even when things to wild, especially as we got kinkier and kinkier.
An assortment of sex toys and accoutrements rest on display, including a strap-on harness with realistic penis dildo, neatly bundled bondage rope, various containers of liquids, a clitoral suction toy, and miscellaneous odds and ends.
Narration: Our toy collection grew along with our kinks.
Page 5
Narration: We always check in with each other before trying anything, -
In bed, Tori and Tessa embrace, looking into each other's eyes, as Tessa asks "?" and Tori replies with a "✔"
Narration: During what we're doing at the time, -
Afterwards, Tessa lays flat on their back, covered in sweat, looking exhausted and blissed out. A more composed Tori asks "?" and this time Tessa replies "✔"
Narration: And after to make sure we'd both had fun.
Narration: My partner has found some things she really enjoys that she wasn't expecting to, -
Now standing, Tori looks excitedly at a length of rope in her hands, while Tessa admires the big realistic penis dildo on display in the strap-on that they're proudly wearing.
Narration: - and so have I!
The two lovers stand by their box of sex toys, which are partially unpacked across the floor. Tori still holds their rope in one hand, while the other is thrown around the shoulders of Tessa, who leans into her. Tessa partially hops up on one foot, throwing their free hand in the air and giving Tori a huge smile of celebration.
Narration: It turned into a series of trial and error with tons and tons of communication. And it's been working wonderfully! We're both happy, safe, and having tons of fun. What more could you ask for?
Transcribed by Erika Moen 9/15/2025 for ohjoysextoy.com